Hell Week, part 1

I'm kind of contradicting myself by writing anything on the blog this week--I shouldn't have any time for it.

"Hell Week", at least for right now, has turned into "Crap Week". I've lost my motivation and I'm struggling to find a groove again. This month has been a tough one creatively. It has slowly been getting better and I've had some great moments here and there, but today I am back to the bottom of the barrel. This blog, or blogs in general, give off only a minute part of the whole scene. I guess if you've been following this blog you would have the impression things are going "good." In reality, I've needed much help and support from certain people to get through things at times. Right now I'm struggling with this series; It's not how I imagined it and because I did have a very specific idea of what it would be, I got a bit disoriented and lost track of my purpose. I've come to except (or am in the process of excepting) that things will change and things may not turn out like I thought, which is a good thing, I'm sure. Regardless, it has taken me longer to figure things out and I'm still not totally there. I should be used to this...almost all of my work in the past has manipulated itself into something different every time. And 95% of the time it's after I've created it.

More on "Crap Week" later...I'm gonna go find something inspiring.