Boonville: Day ???

The vicious mid-Boonville cycle has hit, and was fully at its peak yesterday. Every time I get into a new town it rears its devilish head, and at every town's mid-point or so, it comes full circle, and hits harder then ever. I'm sure you are sick of hearing me complain (you should see my journal). But this one was excruciating, and almost crippled me. I was close, closer then I was that first month in Missouri, to wrapping it up and heading back East. I terribly wanted to see home and to get this weight off my shoulders. But I calmed down and went to Louisville to see Drew, and to look over some work. The work was disappointing, as it always is when I first see it. But after a few hours and a few beers, it wasn't so bad. That visit with Drew really helped. Like I've said before, sometimes a little boost and support can really go a long way. Thanks, Dru.

I think it would feel great to take off five or six months: recoup, find some money, and start again in the fall. But I also think it would be damaging to the work, my psyche and my momentum. So for now, I will continue to push along.